One day at Kabukicho #DAY126 - I wonder what to do if I keep thinking about work unless I consciously stop.

If I don't consciously stop thinking, I always keep thinking about work all the time while I am awake. And when I realize that, I find myself extremely exhausted and often unable to do anything. Well, what should I do? I have been repeating such things everyday lately.

I don't have a habit to drink alcohol at home in my daily life. Maybe if it becomes a habit drinking alcohol at night, it could help to stop thinking anything anymore every night. But I don't really like drinking alcohol for that purpose. It's not like I drink because I want to.

I'm more into writing code and so on late night... Well, it's actually a study for myself after all, but I can relax spending time like that rather than thinking a lot of things. Though it may sound strange.

Why it's easier for me to write code late night, it's probably because a part of brain I use to write code and to think things are different. And sometimes I get think negatively when thinking things, but I'm perfectly released from that sort of hateful stuff when writing code. The act of writing code itself feels similar to an act of riding a bicycle in case of me.

I have learned long time ago from that sort of stuff that studying itself is really easy and enjoyable. It is absolutely impossible for the situation to become worse when comparing before and after doing it.

So, I think studying itself is a super easy act for that reason, but actually putting it into practice and utilizing it is so difficult. This is somewhat similar to the act of "thinking", but it's not necessarily the case that the results will improve in proportion to the amount of time we spent on it. So I get tired.

Studying is simply the act of incorporating something that someone else has decided, discovered, or defined into oneself. The answer is ready. On the other hand, thinking is the act to decide something by oneself. The answer is not provided. This difference is so serious, you know.

Okay, so. Though I think about such things all the time everyday, I went to Kabukicho again for now. But if I keep thinking about things like that all the time everyday, I'll absolutely get tired, you know. Just chatting with friends makes me feel refreshed actually, right? There're a lot of things that we, human being cannot do alone.

By the way, I mentioned it on the last article, but the area called "TŌYOKO" surprisingly deserted compared to before. Until recently, this place was filled with boys and girls who were promoting their bars. The number of that sort of kids also became very less. Suddenly decreasing this much makes me feel not only strange, also makes me feel a sort of fear.

There was a group of kids looks like kids who are called "TŌYOKO-Kids". However, I'm a bit curious about why where they are is totally different from where they used to be.

If my health is in good condition, I'm thinking going out to the city again on the weekend. I just want to take photos lately. It's fun to take photos of course, and developing them afterwards is also fun even though it's a bit troublesome. It's a kind of addiction, I guess. But it's okay, anyway.

See you then.